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Nine of Swords, Rider-Waite-Smith tarot card

Minor Arcana, Swords

Nine of Swords

anxiety, sleeplessness, despair, disappointment

Upright

Nine swords hang on a dark wall while a figure sits up in bed with head in hands. Waite's list includes death, miscarriage, failure and despair. None of that is a forecast. Medical fears belong with a doctor, and the picture itself shows a person awake and afraid at night.

Worry about a job or a relationship grows fast at 3 a.m. Write the fear down, mark what you actually know, and pick one step for the morning. Tell someone today how bad the nights have been.

Reversed

The fear finds a name when the card flips. Waite gives imprisonment, suspicion, doubt, shame and, usefully, reasonable fear, which suggests that some worries deserve attention.

Sort yours into two piles: what you can check and what you can only imagine. Shame keeps things secret, so tell one safe person. Where dread is constant or you feel unsafe, contact a doctor, counselor or local crisis line today.

A card is a prompt for reflection. It cannot promise a result, and it is no substitute for medical, legal or financial advice.

In Waite's words

Upright: Death, failure, miscarriage, delay, deception, disappointment, despair.

Reversed: Imprisonment, suspicion, doubt, reasonable fear, shame.

From A. E. Waite, The Pictorial Key to the Tarot (1910), Part 3, on Wikisource. The meanings above are by Cast & Chart.

Card art by Pamela Colman Smith, 1909, public domain, via Wikimedia Commons.